long way home

long way home
could be a wrong way to go
things are not what used to be
feels so out of system
just floating, still existing
still, everything is ok
all my life i've been writing a map
a 3d map just to survive
for my conciousness to roam safely
inside my mind and hopefully my soul
with this i still end up finding a place where i wish to stay away from
it is funny i roam in a cycle, but i still do
find what is familar
find what is new
i know where dwells my fear
i know where dwells my strength
i know where dwells my curse
i know where dwells my hope
i know where dwells my shame
i know where dwells my guilt
i know where dwells my joy
i know where dwells my ma
i know where dwells my pa
i know where is my love

is everywhere
if only you remember